In Response to Daikon

This post is in response to Daikon’s post located here. I’ve got a bit to say in response, so a simple comment wouldn’t work. So I shall reply to your thoughts in order. (Also, as a side note to you, Daikon, if you read this, please do not refer to me as my Colorless name. I am known as the Masqued Maiden, nothing more than that. If you’d be so kind as to do that, I’d appreciate it greatly. Thank you.)

If that really is the definition of an idiot, then you are not alone, my friend. And I’m sure there are many more “idiots” like us in the world. People who can’t understand the society we live in today completely,  who don’t like living a “normal” life in this world. I don’t really consider your thoughts those of a mad man, but of a person who is unhappy with how the world is today. I must say, my mindset on the idea isn’t as strong as yours, but I still agree with you nonetheless.

I must say, people should not be afraid to be themselves, to act out in the way that they feel is right. And, as much as I don’t want to admit it, I’m kind of one of them. But that is the purpose behind this blog, to break free of that, if only for a few moments while I write this. If you look at my first post here it explains the purpose behind this blog.

I must say though, just because a person acts like someone they aren’t doesn’t quite mean they will have “memories of another person that you have never actually experienced.” Because even if you act like someone else, you’re still making memories that are your own, memories that will never ever belong to anyone else.

I’m one of those people who wear a mask, obviously. Hence why I am called the Masqued Maiden. But that doesn’t mean I’ll live a lonely life and, in the end, die alone. As Kaien Shiba in Bleach once said, “You must never die alone. Your heart will be passed on to your friends. If you pass it on to your friends, then your heart will always live on within them.” Shortened of course, but it still has the same meaning. As long as I have friends and family who love and care for me, whether they are around around at the time or if I’m alone, I’ll never truly have died on my own. Because they are with me in spirit. And even once I’m gone, my heart will have somehow made my way to them. It seems silly, but I do agree with Kaien.

I don’t want to live like someone else. In fact, even the idea seems a little silly. But sometimes in society it is necessary and we do it whether we realize it or not. And yes, it is more than likely due to fear. Not fear of not being ourselves exactly, but fear of being someone different from the rest. But even then we’re never exactly alike, as you claim. We create our little quirks and interests to do that, to distinguish us from the rest of the world. Even just the smallest thing can be the biggest escape.

I don’t really like having to follow along with the crowd either. But you know, Daikon, at times it’s necessary to do so. To get a job, to be respected by people, to do oh so much more. Everyone has a mask of some sort, you included.

As for your requirement for your little gang, I don’t know how many members you’ll obtain, because as mentioned previously, everyone has a mask. And once you own a mask, it can be the hardest thing to get rid of. It isn't easy, let me tell you. I’ve tried in the past, but I’m the type who needs her mask, who can’t live in society without it, as much as I detest it. Life is just so much easier with it, I hate to say. If your little gang is going to blog-based then, I don’t mind participating though. Because after all, my blog and when I’m writing is the only time I can set aside my mask, if only for a few minutes. I’ll wait for you to actually post details before I decide though.

I am not in denial just because I wear a mask. In fact it’s the opposite. I accept the fact that I need a mask to get by in life. And that’s the first step to getting over things, right? But I will agree I am not one of those who wear a constant mask. I’m not one of them, so be grateful. I, too, believe we can spread your ideas and thoughts. They are quite similar to mine, really, though there are a few differences.

You’re quite welcome for reading your post, and I thank you too if you’d read mine as well. Your ideas make some sense to me at least.

I also thank you for actually giving me something to write! I’ve been blank as to what to post as of recently. So you’ve given some inspiration, Daikon, and quite a lot of it. I’m grateful for that.